Du bist so wunderbar Berlin!!!


 View from our window

Short post: I have been away from home (home-town and home= living place) for one year now.
I miss my city life. I miss walking around and get things done without ever starting the engine of the car. I miss the culture, I miss the apartment, the bed and the kitchen. I miss my friends and my second family.

But I am not sad. 
Being away (from people and places) is a constant in my life. I will be back soon. And I will want to go away again. (Ralph meant I can always take the S-Bahn to Königs Wüsterhausen when I am fed off Berlin).


I read about Berliners...and I am ready to get angry again, to have a healthy amount of poison everyday to swallow and to talk back if necessary.

Comments

dede leoncedis said…
significa che torni in Europa?
July 24, 2010 at 6:09 AM
Mari said…
eh gia'! Con un pesone nel cuore, ma torno.
Se avessi un piano b starei meglio.
Pero' poi se passi da Berlino mi fai sapere!!
July 24, 2010 at 7:21 AM
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